I know it’s been a while since I’ve written here, and honestly it's because I’ve been in fear. I’ve been afraid because I can’t write like others I know. Their words always seem so eloquent and flowing, where I struggle to find things to say that would be engaging. One would probably think the words should come easy and be profound since I run a self-growth workshop. Trust me, I am my most needy student. Even after years in the course room, I still want to measure up, and writing is one of my biggest challenges. My marketing people keep telling me I need to share what’s going on with me, but it’s not easy.
Well tonight I have decided its time to face that fear and do the best I can do so here goes. After 50+ years, I recently decided it was time to put into practice what I have been hearing since my first workshop in 2011. I realized it was time to make myself a priority. I admitted that I was struggling and I finally mustered the courage to ask for help. Who would’ve thought that was so hard! I have to say, it’s been the best thing I could’ve done. I have spent the past weeks focused on my needs; physically, mentally and spiritually. It has been an emotional roller coaster at times but I’ve survived the lows and celebrated the highs. Anyone who knows me knows I have a hard time giving myself credit for personal accomplishments but I’m improving. I’m getting stronger and more confident. I still have a ways to go but I’ve decided I’ll never get there if I don’t keep trying. So here it is. Like it or not, I’m speaking my truth, as it is.
Know your HEART,